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Surprises from Liberty University: What I Learned as an Undercover Evangelical
[Cross-posted from The Huffington Post]
When I stepped on to the campus of Liberty University for my first day as a new transfer student, I thought I knew what I was getting myself into.
I knew that Liberty was a Christian college in Lynchburg, Virginia, founded in 1971 by the late Reverend Jerry Falwell to train “Champions for Christ.” I knew it had required courses in Creationist Biology and Evangelism 101, a student body whose political views ranged from conservative to arch-conservative, and a 46-page code of conduct - called “The Liberty Way” - that outlawed drinking, smoking, cursing, dancing, R-rated movies, and hugs that last for longer than three seconds.
I knew all those things, which is why I decided to transfer to Liberty from Brown University, one of the nation’s most liberal colleges, and write a book (The Unlikely Disciple: A Sinner’s Semester at America’s Holiest University) about my experience. Before Liberty, I’d never been exposed to conservative Christian culture - my parents are secular Quakers who once worked for Ralph Nader - but during my sophomore year at Brown, I decided to break out of my left-wing enclave and learn about my Christian peers by experiencing their world firsthand. For an entire semester, I took Bible classes, lived in Liberty’s single-sex dorms, and sang in Rev. Falwell’s church choir, trying to expand my horizons while studying “abroad” in a subculture more foreign to me than Barcelona or Tokyo. A slew of adjectives could describe my Liberty semester - “enlightening,” “difficult,” and “weird,” to name a few - but perhaps the most apt one is “surprising.”
Some of the surprises I saw at Liberty were off-putting and worrisome. I remember opening my first Creationist Biology exam to find the question: “True or False: Noah’s Ark was large enough to accommodate various species of dinosaurs.” (According to my professor, the answer was “True” - since dinosaurs and humans cohabited the earth after the Flood, they would have had to find a way to squeeze onto the Ark. He suggested that they could have been teenage dinosaurs, so as to take up less space.) Also troubling was Liberty’s extreme social and political conservatism, which made for classroom lessons like “The Consequences of Immoral Sex” and textbook chapters like “Myths Behind the Homosexual Agenda.”
A few surprises were strange but harmless. I’m thinking of my spring break mission trip to Daytona Beach, Florida, where a group of Liberty students and I tried (and mostly failed) to convert drunken coeds to Christianity. Or when I paid a visit to “Every Man’s Battle,” Liberty’s on-campus support group for chronic masturbators. (Insert your own “hands-on research” joke here.)
But many - maybe even most - of the surprises I encountered at Liberty were much more pleasant. For starters, I learned that my stereotypes about evangelical college students - that they were all knuckle-dragging ideologues who spent their free time writing angry letters to the ACLU - were almost entirely wrong. Far from crazy, the friends I made at Liberty were some of the warmest, funniest, most intellectually curious college students I’ve ever met. After a few weeks of frantic acclimation to life in the dorms (aided by a Christian self-help book, 30 Days to Taming Your Tongue, that helped me kick my cursing habit), I began to fit in on my hall, and I found that Liberty students had a lot of the same day-to-day anxieties as my friends back at Brown. They gossiped about girls, complained about their homework, and worried about their post-graduation plans. Many even doubted their faith.
I was also surprised to learn that Liberty’s strict religious discipline can actually be a good thing. I’ve always assumed that college students and freewheeling social climates went hand-in-hand, but most of the students I met were thankful for Liberty’s rules. (Although I did find a few subversive Facebook groups, like one called “I Hug For Three Seconds, Sometimes Four.”)
A sociologist named Margarita Mooney has shown that college students who attend regular religious services report being happier, more diligent, and more satisfied with their college experience than students who practice no religion. I still don’t consider myself an evangelical Christian, but I can understand now what millions of Christian college students see in faith-based education, and why Liberty’s enrollment has grown at a rate that few colleges, secular or religious, have ever matched.
Since the book came out, I’ve taken some heat from people who have argued that, by going to Liberty with an open mind, I was turning a blind eye to intolerance - or worse, that I’d been brainwashed by my time under Rev. Falwell’s tutelage. But no community is all bad, and to dismiss Liberty as a place of wall-to-wall insanity is to reduce it, and the evangelical movement that birthed it, to a lazy caricature.
I still disagree with a lot of the values Liberty stands for, but seeing the human faces on the other side of the American culture wars made me question my own assumptions and realize that, in some ways, I had just as much to learn about tolerance as the most hard-line fundamentalist.
We can all be surprised by our ideological opponents. We just have to give them a chance.


Great post!
— Lindsay
May 5, 2009, 6:29 pm
As a recent grad of a Christian liberal arts school somewhat similar to Liberty, although vastly different in many (important) ways, I just wanted to say that I loved your book. It cracked me up. I think this post showcases what I liked best about it, which was your ability to provide a fair and balanced accounting of the good and the bad in your experience.
— Chere
May 5, 2009, 10:37 pm
If you think God sent you to Liberty for no reason at all you are crazy. God lets everything happen for a reason. And I am glad to hear that other Christians accepted you with God’s grace and love but stood firm on the important issues. Did you think someone made up the rules against homosexuality or drunkness or abortion… and we follow it blindly. No. If you read the Bible what we believe comes directly from it, from God’s mouth. And if the Creator of the universe says something is wrong, well then it is, and I will have faith and believe it! We live by faith not by sight. Seeing is not believing.
— Nicole
May 9, 2009, 8:53 pm
In a few days I am going to graduate from a Christian college. I really feel that had I gone to a secular school I would still be a “Christian.” (Whatever that means.) I admire you for maintaining a positive attitude and looking for the good in the “human faces on the other side.” Being in that environment made me a bitter and angry person. I don’t know how my sister does it–she attends LU and loves it. Do you think things would have been different for you had you spent more than a semester there?
— Laura
May 10, 2009, 9:25 pm
I am what might be called a “hippie Catholic,” for lack of any better way to pigeonhole it– a Catholic who tends to identify with groups like the Catholic Worker, people like Dorothy Day and Fr. Dan Berrigan, etc. Of course, like all stereotypes, that isn’t a great description of myself.
I grew up in an extremely conservative evangelical community. How evangelical? I aced the quiz on this site– and I went to public school; I’ve only set foot in an evangelical service once in my life. In high school, I was actually asked questions (seriously) by other high-school kids like: ‘Why do you guys worship statues? Why do Catholics reject faith as the basis for salvation? Why don’t Catholics believe in a personal relationship with Jesus?,’ etc. Not the sort of stuff normal high school kids discuss, for sure, but I didn’t know that at the time. Heck, my very best friend once admitted that he was extremely worried because he was pretty sure I was going to hell… and I went to church every Sunday!
Now I live in a certain infamous liberal mecca, and work in an environment where almost everyone is a secular, progressive atheist. I am often reminded of all the nasty things I heard said about these hell-bound liberal elitist babykillers when I was growing up, and it saddens me greatly; I work with some truly fantastic human beings. On the other hand, I am ALSO stunned by the nasty things I hear said about people of faith, especially evangelicals– usually something along the lines of “knuckle-dragging,” to steal your phrase, but much nastier.
All of this leaves me in a weird place, having been very close with people on either extreme end of our American “culture war,” while never having fit in with either camp (like most Americans, I suspect). Honestly, I still have a hard time imagining the good people I know from these two extremes ever learning to respect and love each other, and to leave pernicious stereotypes aside. But here’s one scenario in which I can just maybe imagine it happening: if this book becomes required reading in every high school, every Bible study group, every ACLU or Greenpeace chapter meeting…
Thanks, Kevin, for helping make it possible for me to imagine one day introducing my friends from both sides to each other without having to worry about how close we are to the nearest emergency room. It’s a good start.
— Andy
May 19, 2009, 4:40 pm